January 2012
113 posts
December 2011
93 posts
Its around the corner
2011 is ending soon, And I haven’t moved on.. At all.My plan was to
Leave the thoughts Of you this year and get going with my life. But clearly, it’s not happening. I don’t know how much more I have to wait until the day (you) actually leave my head.
New years resolution
#1- change.. not to be too fckng loud anymore.
(you)
Constant thoughts of you. And a rush of sudden sadness just flashes by at random moments. Never thought it’d be this hard to move on. Never thought it’d be this difficult to pretend nothing was ever wrong or even went wrong. It’s tough on my Part especially when im having the most wonderful day, and something i see or hear will cross my mind and I’ll just Start to be in a...
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I hate how I’m just laying here in my room doing absolutely nothing :( I start to think of recent problems.. As if it never left my head anyway. I need something to keep me busy :/
I don't understand
Why my whole day gets ruined when I find out my dads home and didnt go to work. Fck Fck. Thats all I have to say
Today
Would’ve been the day. :( .. tonight would’ve been the last..
Tomorrow
Will be an amazing day. I hope it’s the day I’ve always been wanting. A whole day without Anyone ruining it or something ruining it. I want it to be a day to remember. I know my boyfriend can make it happen. He makes impossible things possible. #ilovehim
..erase erase
Just had a random thought about (you) right now, on my birthday.
You know, id probably be lonely today if (you) were still here. Ily
Dear Trang,: my lovely kristel Llanes, happy 18th... →
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my lovely kristel Llanes,
happy 18th birthday love! i can’t believe your this old now. remember the days when we first met and all that drama happened with anareli and bruce? LOL goodtimes. but i knew i always liked you. Then we started talking and rekindle our friendship. We use to talk…
I love her. She already made my birthday going. Follow her
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flashmovement-blog asked: You have everything you said you didn't have, and you have a great heart? You're a perfect 10 ;) Merry Christmas!
Sitting around won't get me nowhere
I need to find myself a job again.. To keep myself busy.. Or else I’m always gonna feel like this.
“-Spending time with God puts everything else in perspective.”
Too early for this
I hate waking up so suddenly From a dream thinking it’s true when really it’s not. All this thinking is leading into my dreams and its Taunting me. i don’t know what else to do. Deja vu over and over again
A bit more understanding
And supportive. Two things I lack the most. Something I need work on.
Anonymous asked: Why is there a picture of you with just a bra on..? Does your boyfriend approve of this. Showing off your body like that?
Anonymous asked: it only makes one weak in societies eyes. But maybe, to that right person it shows that u care. That ur real. And not afraid to be you
Anonymous asked: Thats a horrible way to hide your emotions
selfish
I feel like I’ve been so selfish for the past week,and days. Ive been so short tempered, complaining too much, ungrateful.. really I’m not. I just want time that’s all i want. Its not much to ask for. The only time i get to be free from school, home, parents, I can’t use.
Trying to use all the Time I have before going back to school where I’ll have no free time....
Expecting too much
Expected so much this winter break. From birthday wise to having to go out and have fun to spending all the time with my boyfriend. So far, none of that has really happened. I still haven’t learned to not expect too much because in the end, I end up being disappointed.